Debut of a Return

It's been a minute since I've been on here...let me get my bearings back, lol.

I just really wanted to talk about dreams and what role they can play in your life, and going further, how much or little can those dreams effect what you do. Sometimes I feel really low and I can't understand why but just now I realized that this dream of breaking into the music industry has become a part of ME. It's no longer a dream, a thought, something that comes and goes in my mind; it has really became apart of my life so in a sense, I am living my dream already, just not in the magnitude that I wish.

I feel at my highest, my best, at peace in only three situations: one is being when I am at a aprty with Green Team and we do what we do and not only that but it's a since of timeless-ness in the group and it feels like the night is truly young. The second is when I am with my girl, but seeing as I'm single, I will stop there. The third is when I get a chance to perform and record, when I can live out a portion of the life I so much dream for.

Why did I say all of this. It's simple, have you ever wanted something so bad that every breathing moment you think of ways to get it, you think of ways to succeed but when you realize that is so far from your grasp, you actually get depressed like it effects your mood that much that you can't function unless your making progress or your doing something that can further fuel your dream.

This is how I feel. Music is what I breath (I honestly think I listen to more music than M.T. Bag combined). The lifestyle of being able to wake up whenever I want, record late nights, and do shows is what I long for. If you understand than this post should hit home.

"I'm in the Pursuit of something...I'll know what it is when I get there."

...everyone tells me I can make it, some don't think I can do it. We'll all find out when I arrive.