Welcome to the Main Event....my life

Hello kiddies my name is Ben Ghrim b.k.a. Shaun Fauste and this is my LoveStoned Era....Now, if you wonder why I chose the name of "Fauste" then allow me to explain. According to German mythology Faust made a pact with the devil to acquire infinite knowledge. Now if I myself made a similar pact, if I used that knowledge to become a great lover, would I dilute the love I can give so much that I am not able to tell when my true love walks past me because love is supposed to be a new and exciting thing every day, but not if I know what's going to happen. That love would not be genuine and thats how I feel in my short 19 years....

Now, I am only explaining this so that you can understand me a little better and hopefully can relate, ladies well, you know. Please leave a comment and because I am a real democracy I should leave my number....hmmm...maybe later. Oh yeah, I just saw that MT Bag fav, Lacey Duvalle has a facebook (wooooooooowwwwwww!)

And now like ranch, I dip..... but I will leave you with my theory on love...
"...it makes so much sense...should i let it come to me.....why do i search so half heartedly for the missing half of my heart...does it truly leave me a bit heartless thus chewing bits off my half so i will never find my heart's mate......why does a four letter word cause me to think of a woman as a four letter explicit....are heaux my glue to fix my heart....will i never be fully happy....i feel now that my heart is broken so much that is a skeleton aloowing anyone to fill it's hollows further slowing for true love is like the wind at sea, a simple blow may detour you....i dont want to be alone....maybe thats why i like cougars....iand heaux, no love involved, both know what they want for they too are suffering but for them, the worst is over, the pain the srife just leaving a hole to be filled.....maybe women cannot love by choice but by force for we as men seek the same warmth and comfort...hence sex but the hole feels more for warmths imprint is left in her womb as man is protected....."